Diabolical Beauty

 so last night i wrote this long ass entry but once i friggen pressed post, livejournal was "under maintanance" and it didnt post. i should have saved it on word first. so anyways i'm not typing all of that again so i'll just tell you about today and the past few weeks.

i worked the 4-9 shift at acmoore today and i told my manager, greg, that i will be quitting. i gave them my two weeks notice. im so glad im leaving there. i'm going to work at the drug store again which this time is going to be quite convenient. i live a 20 min walk down the street from it and they are giving me more money than acmoore is giving me. plus acmoore's hours are being cut big time and im only working 5 hours a week. thats really shitty.

i just realized that i left my cell phone at sam's house. i kinda need it tomarrow morning so my boyfriend dan and i can call eachother and stuff, but i guess if he gets my message on myspace he will know to call my house. i cant wait to see dan. its been three weeks since he left. and its so weird to think about the fact that he was on the other side of the planet. its quite a large distance. i hope we never are that far apart again because i feel lonely when hes that far away. no communication either. that really sucked. he wrote messages through myspace a couple times when he was in germany and wrote a letter while he was in greece. it was adorable. he told me how much he misses me and all this great stuff haha. he's really corny sometimes but its great i love it. 

im so glad i've had the chance to see sam a lot this summer. shes been really helpful in a way she doesnt know. shes an awsome friend and im glad to know she's always there when i need a friend. even if we dont like talk about our "issues" or anything (i know i can if i ever needed to), shes good for chill time. we sit down to a movie or make use of our lives by going places a little aimlessly haha. she helps me escape whatever is going through my mind, like my mom being sick and missing dan. im glad we're friends. i hope she feels that i do the same for her, too. i hope she knows im always going to be there for her too.

well im off to bed i think. im wicked tired and i want to get up early tomarrow.
thank you and goodnight
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So this is my first entry everrr in livejournal :)
I think its great.
My best friend, Sam, was the one to introduce it to me and I hope I use it a lot.
I think this is going to be a good way to just let everything out for me. People can read it and people can choose not to read it. Its great because its like telling your stories to someone who cares, which are the readers that actually read my stuff.
Anyways, I am at Sam's house right now its about 1:30am and I'm sleeping over. We've had some fun this weekend. We went to Canobie Lake Park on Saturday, she slept over my house that night, and today we just hung around with a few people and now here we are, me talking to a computer and Sam as well haha :) it all works out.

Journals are fun, but just a warning nothing really exciting ever happens in my life, so if I dont know what to write you'll be seeing a lot of random poetry and stuff. I like writing for the hell of it sometimes. It's nice.

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